February 2012
95 posts
Still the guy that...
Holds you when you’re close
Kisses your forehead and smiles
Talks to you til the sun comes up
Calls you every sweet name in the book
Loves being called your gringo
Inspires you when you’re uninspired
Cares for you when you’re sick
Smiles everytime he sees you like it’s the first time he’s seen you
Looks deep into your eyes and whispers
Massages your body...
“I didn’t want to kiss you goodbye — that was the trouble — I wanted to kiss you...”
– Ernest Hemingway (via piakea)
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Time to go home and be sad about bring Matt. Even though being Matt isn’t so bad :P
I sat outside alone looking at the stars the other...
Still at work
Could have left 2 hours ago, but working keeps my mind off things. Its hard not to think about you when you’re the one thing I want right now. And I’m still going to want you for a long time.
Don’t you wish you could retake a test after you failed it? You know all the answers. You know what you did wrong and how it’s suppose to be. You’re more confident and 100%...
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Wish you were here…
House is starting to come together nicely. Projector and leather couches in movie room, painted my room and started building my desk. Rent is now less that 500 bucks a month and I’m making about 1100 a week. Still I’m not happy. Nothing could compare
Going home
Work has been a great distraction, but I gotta leave sooner or later. I find myself staying til 7 or 8 when I get off at 5. Hours move so slow now. I’m not happy. I think I’ll paint my room and rent another redbox movie. I’ve been doing that for weeks now. Constantly laying in bed alone after work and watching shitty movies that spew out of the redbox machine. I drove down to...
Trying to forget someone that you love, is like...
dreamingsfree:
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*Sigh* Can't do it
I thought I could just go around and see a bunch of girls, and flirt and be a huge dude, but it’s not me. I’m trying not to care and ignore you, but I feel guilty even being around them. I shouldn’t. I’m single, I’ve been kicked to the curb over and over and still I feel a need to be loyal to you. To get rid of you in that aspect feels like I’d be losing part of...
Idk wtf I’m doing :(
Marlton is a tough drive at 430 in the morning, this night has me worn out. Sweet dreams bullshit
It don't feel right seeing other people, being...
But this is what you want and it makes me angry. Not at you, at me and at this situation. I fucked it up but this is reality now. Time to accept we’re never gunna be anything again. So I’m going to purge myself of my need for you by seeing these girls. Diving into everything I’ve avoided. This is what you want and what I’m forced to have. Can’t be mad if you...
I fucking get it
Ok. So now I understand. That’s fucking fantastic. I guess this is all my fault. I really wish I could fix it and make things better because I know what its truely like without you. But that’s not gunna happen. So fuck it. I had this girl at this diner aggressively try to get me to ask for her number and finally give me hers last week. Why not give that number a call now. Although...
When I see you, all I think is "me gusta, dame...